||[Dec. 25th, 2005|10:01 am]
well, its christmas today. I woke up early because i got sick, wasnt much fun. I cried alot today, its just realy tough not seeing her. I`m not eating today, too sick. This is probably my worst christmas. Next year will be so much better, at least i get to see her soon! 5 days, im more excited for that than any stupid holiday.